Letting Go... Holding

Letting go of this and that and everything
Letting go of zest and zing,
Letting go of peace and settled,
Letting go of the unsettled,
Letting go of control,
Letting go of the goal,
Letting go of expectation,
Letting go of being on time at the station.
Letting go of comfort,
And for that matter, discomfort,
Letting go of effort,
Letting go of emerging triumphant.

Letting go of the pursuit of pleasure,
Letting go of displeasure.
Letting go of the fear of change,
Letting go of the need to rearrange.
Letting go of the anticipation of the future,
Letting go of past-hurts-repair, with suture.
Letting go of achievement,
Letting go of unfulfillment.
Letting go of the result of my yoga practice
And letting go of its process,

Can I breathe in just this moment?
Also letting go of this endowment,
Letting go of all that I am,
and all that I have, including this epigram-
Can I be a container yet-
Playing eternal Romeo and Juliet,
Holding all of the above in steadiness,
While letting go of this question too, with all readiness?